Monday, July 19, 2010

No Day But Today

It's true. There really is no day but today. I may have stolen that line from RENT, but I truly believe it. That's why every day should be lived to its fullest potential. Since adopting that 'mantra', I have:
1)Deleted people from my facebook that I either--do not talk to,--do not like and only had them to facebook stalk, or--only had them on there because of our past
I felt so good doing that because it freed me of useles emtions such as guilt, angst, sadness...I got into an argument with Landon's new girlfriend, and deleted him because I don't need the added stress in my life.
2)Made peace with those who have done me wrong, such as --Caroline. I figured I'd owed it to her to at least meet with her and talk about what happened that night, thinking she'd realize she needed to apologize...She didn't, and I didn't do anything wrong, so basically, I've said "enough". I don't need people in my life who constantly make me feel like it's all my fault when it's not.
3)Become friends with people that, at first, I never thought I would be, such as Kassi. We've become pretty good friends already, and I'm even going to play frisbee with her and her friends tonight. I'm pretty excited. Brian and I still aren't talking, but that'll change--at least, I hope it will...

I may be working all the time--still--, and I may have 0 money to show for it because of bills; I may be slowly losing whatever social life I had; and I may not get to see my family nearly as much as I'd like--but believe it or not, I'm happy with where my life is right this second. And you know why? Because there's No Day But Today :)

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